I plan to vent. So, if your not up to reading about a whiny, cranky pent up girl then you must leave this blog right away. Go! Hurry up, save yourself. Get out before it’s too late!
Your still here? Ok, can’t say I didn’t warn ya.
Ok, so you know I had my surgery on December 18, 2009. I’ve been in this house for most of it. In my bed for a big part of it. Downstairs for a bigger part of it…and frankly, I’m fing bored. I hate that word, bored. Maybe it’s that I have cabin fever. I don’t know what to call it and I don’t care! I need to do something else other than read, watch T.V, eat, let the dogs out, feed the dogs, talk to the dogs, talk on the phone, walk a block or two.
I really don’t know what umemployed people do. If I couldn’t work I would hope that I could travel. Maybe volunteer. Go shopping. Something other than this! Tonight, I want to cry, but it just won’t happen. Tears come down my face but I can’t get a good cry in. I’m downstairs at 7:30 because my brothers girls are here. I love them to death and I did stay upstairs and watch cartoons with them. But there are only so many cartoons you can watch. I’m not complaining about them at all, but 7:30 and nothing else to do but go to bed and read or watch TV. ARGH! I guess I could have made plans..and maybe all I need to do is exercise, but until my doctor gives me the okay on that I can’t really do much but walk. I need stimulation!!!
Speaking of that, I miss Valria! If she were here we could go for walks. Go to the movies. Go out to eat. Go shopping. Fight. Have sex…..something! I miss her alot and again I’m just bitching online so that I won’t hold it in any longer or I may bust. That wouldn’t be pretty cuz blood would be every where and then who would have to clean that up. Nasty.
I’m not sure what is gonna help. I will walk and good amount tomorrow if it’s not raining. Maybe call my friend Barb and she if she wants to do something. Sunday I will be going to my friend that sounds like Resmecca’s house. She always entertains me. Or we could fight, either way i’ll be entertained.
Well I guess I’ll end the stupid pain in the ass piece of crap blog and just say that it sucks being on disability. I’m only gonna be on it for another month and it’s only been 5 weeks since it began. I just don’t know how people do it. Okay, not sure if I feel better, but you probably feel worse….!